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Battles

Sigh! I hate to say my life right now is like a piece of paper, carried away by the wind, without strength and will to fight back the force of the wind. I hate to say I'm breezing past time, I hate to say I can't fight for Productivity.  Procatination. Like a demon pressing my head to the ground. I want to fight it! I should fight it! I must fight it! But I can't find the strength and zeal to do so. Every day I wake up knowing I wasted yesterday doing nothing productive. 

TO MY FELLOW BOOK - FREAKS

My fellow book freaks can relate... There’s a certain way “soul-stirring” books make you feel and think. You just zone out of your life and start living in the world and illusion of that book. You forget you have a life—your worries, pain, stress, problems, and even yourself. All your thoughts are directed to that book for the next few days (while reading and even after you finish). The book just takes away your sadness for a while. With each line you read, you try to picture every little detail, every character. You feel a deep connection with the author. There’s this strong force surrounding your soul and every word in the book—it calls deep into your soul. You look at what page you're on and calculate how many pages you have left to read. Mixed feelings swim through your heart because you're eager to finish and see how it ends, but you're also sad that you're about to leave the world and illusions you've been living in through that great book. You smile randomly ...

Birth Of The Beauty Alchemy

I write this with so much joy in my heart and a smile on my face, revealing my not-so-perfect teeth—lol! Beauty and fashion have always meant so much to me. They are among the major things that led to my self-discovery and finding my purpose. After testing the waters to discover who I am, I can confidently say that I have found myself and feel fulfilled.